Alyssa, may I ask you a favor? I'm just.. I need prayer. I'm trying to stay strong, and I know things will get better soon (at least I pray they will)  but I just feel so, "blah" right now. and I could really use others praying right now. I just don't know what to even say, I'm just listening to The Almost and trying to stay strong but I just feel like I am being paranoid about nothing, and that affects me even more. I don't know. Just pray.